2am musings. as is usual.

there are a fair amount of thoughts floating around in my head in any given moment.
right now is no exception. at the risk of sounding over-dramatic, i feel as though i'm at this weird moment in time where paths have presented themselves in many different directions. almost as if i am standing at an octopus-like crossroads. there have been some paths i have decided against, but the a few others lay open, beckoning. i suppose there are many moments in life like these, so i'll just go with the flow and follow my heart.

there's austin, there's work, there's nyc, there's none of these.
work means money and that is always an attractive option so long as the conditions are right. and i think at this point, since i am still building a business for myself as well as working to gain as much experience as possible, the more diversified work i can get the better.

but there are also many other attractive features luring me to other options.
i think part of me wants to make a rushed decision, though i know it'd be better for me to just ride it out, and see what's left after the emotional sieve has done it's work and all that's left is no-nonsense silt.

...it's been awhile since i've been up this late and didn't have to get up early in the morning.